Hi friends,
Fear has engulfed me this past few days. I'm constantly worried about many stuff.
- Facing a berated supervisor.
- Not performing at work.
- Getting fired.
- Living through this excruciating work for the rest of my life.
- Getting sick.
- Family getting infected with the coronavirus.
- Family losing their source of income.
- Living through a cycle of stress due to inconvenient circumstances created by this constant worry.
I boast myself to be the source of positive vibe. I like to believe that I have a positive factory within me that can constantly churn out positivity whenever I need some morale boost. However, lately it seems like churning out those positivity seems to get a little bit harder as day goes by.
I wish for many things right now so that I could feel better about myself and for the things around me. But I know nothing will come if I don't work for it.
So this is me telling myself, to trust the process. To go through the learning curve of adapting to life, to the best of my ability. Or at least as consistently as I can possibly commit.
Because for every hardship comes ease. Verily, with hardship comes ease.
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